increasingly i'm noticing a lack of willingness to step up.
Although i'm very very far from perfect, i have to say it's a quality i don't think i lack.
i can and do walk the line.
nobody owes me anything and i strive for what i have and like to pay it forwards and backwards.
that's why the handout kids give me stress.
i'm not waiting for someone further up the tree to solve my problems, i'm on it. It might take a lot longer but boy will it be worth it in the long run
there will be days of course where the energy for the effort will be lacking but hey.